mickey的共享空间

     I almost have everything I want now. Why I have to leave?..  I am afraid so much. I am afraid to leave the ones I love and the ones who love me. I can't sleep during the night because I don't want to. If I stay awake in the dark, I can feel I still belong here. I know one day in the future, when I wake up during the night, I will find I am in another place where there are no family members around me except loneliness.

 

     I saw time passed, but I just can't stop it. Time, sometimes, means everything. It could take the people that I care about away day by day. What I can do is just watching. God, please, gives me a strong and brave heart to protect me from those painful things. As I grow up, I become strong; but at the same time, weakness erodes my heart deep inside. I get lose in the darkness because the light is getting dim and I almost can't see it. Where is my hope? Where is my love? Where is my home?...

     I miss you so much. I know, when I go back, you won't be there anymore. I don't know how to say, but I'm very very sad... It has been two years since I left, but I still can't forget everything in the past. I was happy when you were with me. You tried to do everything to make me feel better and you did it. I do cherish you inside. However, at that time, I had to go. I couldn't let you know my feeling because that would grieve you more. You are like my family member. When I am lonely, I always think of you. Today is the Spring Festival. I miss you much more than any moment. I always gaze distant location because I hope, one day, I can see you again.

     何为尽头，何为原点  尽头既是原点，原点既是尽头  看不到尽头，因为忽略了原点  人，一生追逐的，只是一个最初的原点  一个美好，安逸，幸福的原点  在一开始，就已拥有  可心却想征服更多，从此开始追寻  到最终，要的，丢掉的，忽略的，再也找不回的，是，最初，早已拥有的，原点  等一切消失殆尽时，没有力量再去挽回时，也许，会了解，最初的方向可能，错了  珍惜现在的原因，可能就是因为，明天，会离原点更远，更远，痛苦..

     今天大概收拾了一下行李，当时晕倒...那么多东西，像移家。光我的小车儿就10多辆，再加上书，鞋...于是，脑子里有了冲动的想法：拿绳儿栓两双鞋挂在脖子上；身上穿上毛衣毛裤，在披条棉被；手里抱着豆儿；腰中别把菜刀；胸前挂块案板；裤兜儿里塞上袜子；后脖领子插上铲子；手里拿着碗登机。像不像要饭的？

    中国真TM脏.这才几日,我就成受害者了.  以往烧就烧呗,要么病毒性,要么细菌性. 现在可TM好, 放了血后说是两种都是. 这不是脏是屁? 想我在外数月,也未感过风寒, 这下好, TMD

    晕沉中:

      吾: 朕老了, 不中用了, 快挺不住了, 速速传刘太医进见.

刘太医: 陛下有何不适?

      吾:朕偶感风寒. 太医看如何医治才妙?

刘太医: 吾王身体一向硬朗, 此次可先不用药.

      吾: 好, 那就速传蒋侍郎来, 给朕先施用物理疗法(爆捶一顿).

    昏厥中:

      吾: 此..法..不妙! 潘公公, 速去传刘太医再疹.

潘公公: 诺.

刘太医: 陛下, 臣以为汝之病甚矣, 须食疗,方可见效.

      吾: 准奏. 潘公公, 备善. 朕头痛,先上一猪头! 古人云:食哪儿补哪.

    善毕:

      吾: 寡人仍不适, 孙宰相, 你有何高见?

孙宰相: (沉思中...: 这许多种方子均试过...可...看来丫是治不好了, 灌些迷魂药,抬一边儿放着吧. )陛下, 臣以为, 这用药是最后

          一方了, 为何不trytry ?

      吾: 还是吾臣见解独道. 上药!(迷魂汤)

     饮后:

      吾: 朕绝非凡人也! 40度亦正常! ! ! 备驾, 出宫, 去吃金钱豹!!!!